lol, it's all about blogger stillls.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage = I think it was water?

2. Last phone call = Maaadre :)

3. Last text message = TRIIISSH! <3 ohmy, we're gna fail science together.

4. Last song you listened to = Angel of Mine - Monica

5. Last time you cried = I think, a couple days ago?



HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice = I think so?

7. Been cheated on = I hope not :S

8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Nopes.

9. Lost someone special = Yes.

10. Been depressed = Somewhat.

11. Been drunk and threw up = Apsh, I'm not eaasy :)



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. black

13. yellow

14. purple



THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009-2010 present)

15. Made a new friend = Yesssir!

16. Fallen out of love = YES.

17. Laughed until you cried = LMFAO, alll the time!

18. Met someone who changed you = Yeshh!

19. Found out who your true friends were = HECK YES, !

20. Found out someone was talking about you = LOL, right in front of my face.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = Yeaaash :)

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = Majority.

23. How many kids do you want to have = THREE,

24. Do you have any pets = Yes, one named Camille. keeding!

25. Do you want to change your name = Yes -_- Very much soooo.

26. What did you do for your last birthday = K well, it was ride home from Montreal, fam/friends surprised me, and the 17 Again :)

27. What time did you wake up today = 7AM >.>

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Ahmm.. real talks with sister :)

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Saturday, March 6, 2010 :)

30. Last time you saw your Mother = Ahm, about an hour ago. LOL.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = I don't know actuallly.

32. What are you listening to right now = The people from Latest Buzzz talking.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = I.. uh, think so?

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = SCIENCE. ARGGHHH.

35. Most visited web page = Faceboooook, obvs :)

36. What’s your real name = Rochelle Cleo Mendez Montes

37. Nicknames = Chelle, Roch, Roach, Rachel, Roro, Cleng, Cling, Ching, ... so much more.

38. Relationship Status = Not available :)

39. Zodiac sign = Taurusss.

40. Male or female? = Female

41. Elementary School= ST. CATHERINE OF SIENA !

42. Middle School = uhmm..

43. High School/College = Father Michael Goetz

44. Hair color = Daark brown, with dyed light brown tipss.

45. Long or short = Loong/short. ask the retarded hairdresser -_-''

46. Height = 5'1/2'', -I know, I'm proud too :)

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Moooore than a crush :)

48: What do you like about yourself? = I'm sortof, kindof retarded.

49. Piercings = Two holes, ears only.

50. Tattoos = Noones.

51. Righty or left = Roighty!



FIRSTS:

52. First surgery = Nonne.

53. First piercing = Eaars, when I was a baby.

54. First best friend = Hi Helene Tolentino :)

55. First sport you joined = FLOOOR HOCKEY!

56. First vacation = Montreaaal.

58. First pair of trainers = I think.. I forgot :S



RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = Was eating KFC :) Toonie Toosday!

60. Drinking = Was drinking waater.

61. I'm about to = Yawn.

62. Listening to = Still Latest Buzzzzz.

63. Waiting on = Sleeeep.



YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? = Not nowww, eventually :)

65. Get Married? = Of course!

66. Career? = I hope sooo.



WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes = Oh crap. FACE.

68. Hugs or kisses = Booooth <3

69. Shorter or taller = Tall...-er than me :)

70. Older or Younger = Older!

71. Romantic or spontaneous = ...Romantically Spontaneous.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arrrms, :)

73. Sensitive or loud = In the middle.

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relaaaationshipp :)

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = I like a guy who's not soft.



HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = Technically, no ...

77. Drank hard liquor= Kindaaa, LOL.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yes, last night :S

79. Sex on first date = :O My mama wouldn't approve.

80. Broken someone's heart = ...I don't know?

81. Had your own heart broken = I guess?

82. Been arrested = GOOD GIRL FTW.

83. Turned someone down = Uhmm... :S

84. Cried when someone died = Of coursee.

85. Fallen for a friend? = Kindasorta :$



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = Sometimes.

87. Miracles = Yess.

88. Love at first sight = I believe in infatuation.

89. Heaven = Yes.

90. Santa Claus = YES!

91. Kiss on the first date = Nope.

92. Angels = Yess :)



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = Ohmy, nooo.

95. Did you sing today? = Yessssir!

96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Oh hell naw.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = Summer of '09; DEF.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = Grad day, ohmann, too good.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Never.

100. Posting this as 100 truths? = No, not really.

/XXV

amazing, how things just come to be when you don't honestly expect it to be.
amazing, how happy you can get with the influence of just one person in your life.
one; you don't see coming.
amazing, how they've done wonders yet you can not find words nor actions do describe in which how.
amazing, how they've caused you to think, feel, act, react, or even observe such things in a different way.. all of a sudden.
amazing, how you want to pull them so close yet feel so utter most scared to push them away with your own true actions.
amazing, how they will probably have no idea with what they've done to you.
amazing, how you manage to miss them right after they've just said goodbye. (LOL)
amazing, how it's almost one of the few things that scare you... in a good way.

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ahh, updates!
LOL, kso, second sem is started. it's gay. kthanks. but i'd have to deal with it somehow anyways.
lately, things have been changing; and i guess i'm just trying to figure out if they're worth just watching or actually putting effort to maybe even stop it. bittersweet.
lmfaolmfao, and i'm hoping for... ahem, PHILIPPINES... this coming summer (Y). i'm too excited for this, omg.


BOOBS are close to the heart :)

i hate how we take things for granted.
not always necessarily THINGS, but PEOPLE as well. and that's what kills the most. we seem to push, or not always appreciate the people most closest to us. the ones we actually NEED.
and sometimes... we push them a little too far. and it's our fault. and at the end of the day, you just look at them and want to make excuses; want to say it's their fault; just want to go back. but you can't.

before it's too late, mission your way to keep the real ones. because no matter how much time and effort you put into finding those close to even "replace"; it just doesn't quite work, doesn't it?

this seemed fun. so i thought i'd try it :)

What was the first thing you did this morning?
-looked at the clock. and cursed.
-went to the washroom, and well.. did my thang.

What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
chest pain/anxiety? i think.

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
shorre!

Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out?
i actually like it. aha, but i get kinda lonely.

If you could push one person off of a mountain, who would it be?
don't watch that ;P

How late did you stay up last night?
i think it was 2? watching some russell peters :D

When was the FIRST time you ever saw the person you like?
uhm.. last August? i believeee.

Do you still talk to the person you were dating 4 months ago?
i wasn't dating anybody, sir.

Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2010?
uhm, at my basement.

Do you always find it cute when a boy calls you baby?
lol, i don't get disturbed, but it's pretty cute, still.

Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
snow, LOOOL. i actually get kinda freaked at thunderstorms =/

What colour is the shirt your wearing right now?
white..with some yellow/goldish.

Will this weekend be a good one?
lmfao, we'll have to see, true? :) ahaha.
hmm.. maybe chapters.

What was the last movie you watched?
SHERRRLOCCKKK HOLMESSSS, B! loved it.

What would you do if someone ran at you with a knife?
run untill i pass out. XD

What's your favorite song?
roight now..
uhm.
hard - rihannnaaa.

Do you hate when people are in your business?
kinda, sortaa =/

Do you put jelly on your biscuits?
uhm.. no, not really.

Do you like guys with accents?
FOB ones especially ;)
..kiddingg.

Guys with tattoos?
not like too much. but a fewww? it's hot, still!

What about those guys with gauges bigger than their ear itself?
loool, that's sick.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
sistaaaah's beeed :) <3

Would you kiss the last person you held hands with?
i forgot who i last held hands with.
so i am incapable of answering this question sir.
:P

Would you rather listen to someone play acoustic guitar or electric?
they're noice to listen to. ahaha.

Do you think anyone will read this?
probably not. :P

What should you be doing right now?
uhm. showertimes?

What makes you not fall asleep?
thinking way too hard. >.<
or, i just can't sleep at all.

Have you ever watched the sunrise with someone you care about?
nooo :( but that's sounds so superly cute.

Are you completely 100% over your previous relationship?
yeaaahps, :)

What's more attractive: when someone kisses you out of nowhere, or when you know it's coming?
out of nowheree, it's cuter.
.. i think when you know it's coming, it makes it less of a moment? LOL.

Baseball or football?
FOOOOOTBAWWWLSSS! :) loveitloveit.

Is there anyone you really can't stop thinking about?
kindaaa.

Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but came to find out they really did?
uhm.. yes. :S

Last time you ate grilled cheese?
TOOOO LONGG! ahaha, now i'mma go make me some tomorrow :D

What are you looking forward to this month?
uhm. birfdays? LOL.
or like. next chillss.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
shore, why not. LOL.

Would you ever quit a bad habit for someone?
i'd do it for myself first, personally.

Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
depends on who i'm talking to. but usually.. i'm talkative.

Is there anyone who will always have a place in your heart?
of course. <3

Are you happy where you are right now, relationship-wise?
YEEEEBOIII! :)

Are you one of those people who hates crying in front of others?
kinda.. i find it embarrassing =/

Can you honestly say when the going gets tough, you have someone to turn to?
NOW, i know who i can turn to.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
why, yes, yes i do :)

Do you sleep with a fan on?
in the summer, usually.

When you're getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
lol, there's always music playing; no matter what :P

Does your bedroom door have a lock on it?
no, but i think actually don't want one. what if i'm like.. hurt. and they can't open!? :O

What were you doing at midnight new years?
i was.. getting ready to text people. ahaha. and laying down :) watching my parents jump.

How many times have you moved?
uhm.. like 4 times?

What's your opinion on black guys in skinny jeans?
aha, if they can make it look good on em, then i don't really mind XD

Do you think black people only like koolaid and fried chicken?
LMFAOLMFAO! uhm, i don't know? LOL.

Are your parents still together?
very much together :)

Lil Wayne shaved his dreads?
OMG, SERIOUSLY?!

Do you own pants with holes in them?
ripped jeans? YESSSIR! :)

You see a box of kittens in the rain?
runnnnn like a mad cow to it! :) <3

Have you ever been attacked by a dog?
YESYESYES. freaking scariest time in my life. i thought i was really going to die..

Do you wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy?
...grab the glasses. i'm out the door, i'm gna hit this city!

Is the perfect couple really only in a dream?
i'll have to get back to you on that :)

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LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL! eh, kso. school's been hecticc. cpts, exams, eqao. oh goodness.
dropping out, true? LOL, jokes lang.
nothing's really happening roight now...
but excited for next sem! (Y) but i'll actually miss my gym class :(
aha, schedulee for next sem:
-english, weber.
-LUNCH!
-science, caniglia.
-geography, southwell.
-business, lawrence.

wrlm. LOOOOL!

the world smiles with hatred at you,
you're oblivious to things that go around you ..
and you continue to watch to watch it with pride . and run away with what you think is right . when what you've been blind to see is right behind you .

kso, Christmas season/PARTY season was amazing.
TOO live moments be done, and memories to be forever cherished.
Can't wait for New Years! (Y) 2010, here I come baaby.

&Thank you for coming into my life :)

Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part, it’s what we leave behind that’s tough.
We only part to meet again.
Until this moment, I never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had.
You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind.

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."

"ins`t it wreid taht you can sltil raed tihs eeven tohugh the ltetres are mexid up? it`s bceuase the hmuan mnid olny fcouses on the frsit & lsat ltetres of the wrod. it`s like beauty.. people only pay attention to the OUTSiDE. not the iNSiDE.
Sometimes the things you complain most about are the things you care most about. Unfortunately you don't always know that before it's too late"

"Sometimes ..
You gotta run away.. So you can see who will run after you
Sometimes ..
You gotta talk quieter just to see who’s listening
Sometimes ..
You gotta step up in a fight just to see who’s standing by your side
Sometimes ..
You gotta make a wrong decision only to see who’s there to help you fix it
& Sometimes ..
You gotta let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back to you..."

"You've got to accept the fact that life isn't a fairy tale, things aren't always happily ever after. Things like magic wishes, Prince Charmings and true love don't happen in real life. Magic wishes come from money, Prince Charming's a shallow idiot with a bad haircut and overpriced clothes. And true love? Ha, true love is one-sided, Ace. You love her, she loves someone else. She loves you, you love someone else. Never quite works out does it? So you end up with some actor pretending to be your true love. Real considerate of someone to let you know reality was like that before being thrown into it. 'If you wish, it'll happen.' Well, wish in one hand and crap in the other and see which one fills up faster. Welcome to reality. Enjoy your stay."

..."Love the people God gave you because he will need them back one day."